世界变了

最近的巴黎事件搞得人心惶惶
一想到那些家破人亡的人们真是可怜
其实我心里最讨厌人类了
为什么人们不能够过自己的日子
却要来打搅别人平静的生活
为什么为什么为什么！
我只想做个简单的人
不想有任何心机
可是事情往往不是那么的如意
你对别人好人家未必对你好
经过背包在伦敦被偷事件后
我再也不想做个简单的人了
是我太蠢 把人类想得太善良了
有一个朋友时常告诉我
叫我头脑不要那么简单
要不然吃亏的是自己
现在的我也这么想了
防人之心不可无
人类丑恶的一面真的好可怕

现在的我一直告诉自己一定要坚持住
这将会是我一个很好的人生教训还有经验
我会好好珍惜它
还有就是那些在我遇到困难时不断伸出援手的朋友们
是你们让我可以那么正面地克服这次的难关
谢谢你们！

What I really want :)

I remember it was a Tuesday morning, 8.17 a.m.

I grabbed my phone on the table near me and my eyes were half opened.

What I expected turned out to be unexpected.

Scrolling through my emails, I saw an email from University of California, Santa Barbara(UCSB)

I received a conditional offer from UCSB!

I refrained myself from screaming because my roommate was still sleeping so peacefully.

Feeling shocked and surprised, I screamed in my heart because my hard work was finally paid off.

From that day onward, I decided to pursue my degree of Actuarial Science in the U.S.

On the other hand, I have got conditional offers from University College London (UCL), and University of Manchester as well.

LSE rejected me and I was quite down because it seemed to be hopeless for me to go to the U.K.

U.K has always been the place I wanted to go because I really want to experience the culture and the lifestyles there and to travel around EU countries.

Friends around me kept on telling I can enjoy the "university life" there because it's California and my school was a famous party school, UCSB a.k.a University of Casual Sex and Beer.

I was terrified at that moment and one friend pat my shoulders and told me that all the universities are the same.

However, my heart seemed to oppose my decision. 

I wasn't really happy of heading to the U.S.

To be honest, I always tried to google something good about UCL to convince myself that UCL is actually better than UCSB so that I can really have excuse to go to the U.K instead of the U.S but I failed to do so.

In terms of credits and qualifications, UCSB is better.

Until last week, I decided to go to the U.K because that has been my dream from the very beginning.

Deep from my heart, I could always hear a voice calling me not to go to the U.S.

I am going to the University of Manchester, which is a better school compared to UCSB in terms of credits and exemptions, duration of study and costs.

After all, I realised that there are a lot of challenges, distractions and dilemmas in the journey of chasing dreams.

Sometimes we should really find a quiet place and think. Ask yourself what do you really want and be brave enough to go and pursue it.

大家都长大了 :)

时间过得真快

没想到多3个月就要出国了

在这两年的college life里

确实学到了也看清了许多东西

这两年过得还算是无忧无虑

除了读书整天吃喝玩乐

也认识了来自大马各个角落的朋友

一种米吃出百种人

在这两年里有着许多过客

有的一开始就来了，不久就离开了

有的一开始来了，始终都没离开过

有些迟来的离开了

也有些迟来的，目前还在

总觉得人就是这样

一开始的时候不懂得珍惜

到了要分开之时才来哭哭啼啼（当然包括我自己）

虽说如此可是彼此之间的友谊将永远牢固

我也理解到一段真挚的友情不只是欢乐和笑声

其中也必定有着许多争执和不愉快

但是人与人之间就是这样

在一起生活有所不满也在所难免

最重要是要懂得去包容还有接受彼此之间的缺点

离开大家的生活也已经过了两个星期

大家都在计划着一起去旅游

虽说一起去游玩是很享受很值得期待

但是整个行程的规划一点都不简单

其中也有一些意见分歧闹得不愉快

我不懂在未来的时日会发生什么事

我会去珍惜现在的每一刻

不要到时候又来后悔

现在看着周围的朋友，又看回去当初的自己和朋友们

觉得我们又长大了那么一点