CRAZY :D

LOL haiz :(
Everything had passed :D
Kept telling myself..
I don't have the right to do this anymore
Fine let's just forget about it
IS THIS AN EMO POST???XP

Okay just a short emo post,
let's talk about yesterday :P
I went to autocity with my family
And then we had had a seafood dinner
And the happiest thing is i bought a Mr.Simple album and a Hoot album
It drove me crazy haha =P

                                         
















Hahahaha it's so satisfying
Couldn't calm myself down XP
Next time i am going to buy more..
I was so damn happy yesterday!!!

Annoyance,get lost!!

Well..
It's annoying and irritating
The one who started the war is you
Not me..
Don't you know that criticize an idol of an person is disgusting??
I damn hate it
I tried not to scold out rude words because you're still my friend,
Now you're not longer my friend,
Bye then
It's worthless to have such a friend,
Who cares about criticize or insult?
For you,those who scold rude words aren't your friends,
For me,those who criticize my idols aren't my friends,
understand??

P/S : For those who couldn't accept this post,please get lost,I know there're some people who think like that
MY ADVICE : OR ELSE YOU'LL GET INSULTED :D

Cheer Up!!

Recently...
I have become more cheerful ( due to something ) XP
And my friends ---> Joey,ZeYing
They became busier than before...
Haiz...
And YOU,my BFF,
I didn't know what's wrong with you
Asked repeatedly,
Tried all sorts of method,
But still you didn't want to tell me,
Am I just a worthless friend for you??
Wondering..
The answer you had given me is you couldn't describe what's going on,
Is that true??Or just you don't want to tell me??
Anyway...
I am always ready to be your listener,
Ready to lend you a helping hand,
''EMO'' ---> doesn't suit us at all
The most important is we have to MUST live a happy life,
Not to use up all the time to EMO =.=
It's the most useless thing ever in this world,
When confronting any problems or difficulties,
try to talk to your family,friends
Remember..
We'll always here for you..
Cheer it up please!!
All the best for you,my dearly BFF :)

Finally...

Finally...
Spending three days for the drama
CITY HUNTER :)
Watched until late midnight
And I was satisfied...
It feels good,yet it's indescribable@@
Anyway the drama is sooooo AMAZING
The main characters --> Lee Min Ho,Park Min Young
I love to see when both them together,joking around,it's damn funny haha!!
Love them so much!!:P
But i don't quite like the ending..
It's dull and boring,nothing special><
And..
Finally..
you did it!!
I felt happy for you,
Hope you can keep it going,
Try to be more adaptive,
Trust me,you'll live a happier life :)
And i didn't sure whether you're still revengeful or not
But i just hope that it ain't create a disturbance in your life,
Try to be forgiving,
Try to be understanding,
I believe in you,you can do it!!!
Finally...
A wonderful ending =)

Good Luck :)

Yeah!!Tomorrow don't have chinese class!!
It means that the presentation has postponed to Tuesday :)
Honestly i hope tomorrow can go back earlier
Wanna watch Inkigayo ( KPOP stuffs XD )
But after i knew that it starts at 3.40 KST ( 2.40PM )
I was like BOOOOOOOOO
Really wanna watch it online laaa!!!
I was crazy over KPOP recently
Did not know why i become like this
Fine,just live it this way
Don't feel like want to change myself =P

The end of August is approaching
It means the fasting month is coming to an end
Sincerely wish my malay friends Selamat Hari Raya :P
Wondering..
Why time passes so fast??
Don't think it's still August,
The end of the year gonna reach within a blink of eye
Haiz..
Wondering...
What am i going to do after taking my SPM??
Wondering..
How am I to live after separate with my friends??
Wondering and wondering..
Well I think i have to think for my future
Stop behaving like a kid!!
Grow up!!XP
Well goodluck to myself!!God bless me!!:D

I hate myself

Well trying my best to control myself,
not to think of the past,
not to hurt my friends,
and not to write emo posts
I did not know what's wrong with me today,
I hate myself
for being so rude to my them,
and i just couldn't control my emotion
Why'd this happened??
I think maybe i know,
And i just need to be alone
I feel everything bad keep coming to me
Damn it!!
Just couldn't forgive myself for being soooo mean!!
I shouldn't have said out such hurtful words
I didn't know whether they can understand me or not
but the thing is i couldn't even forgive myself
The incident kept haunting my mind
Sigh
After taking 2-hour sleep
I feel I was better a lot
And the fire was finally put out
Everything back to normal
But i didn't know how to face them tomorrow
I've done such a big mistake
Regretted i said it out without second thought...
I hate myself...

P/S : Couldn't resist myself from writing emo posts ( Joey perhaps you're right )

Craps =P

Let's forget everything
Let it flow away from my current life
Or dump it to the rubbish tong XP
I have decided not to write any emo posts anymore
But don't know whether i can do it or not==
Felt guilty to two of my friends
Sorry that i couldn't tell u about my emo post before this
And i won't mind if you could guess it
Haiz honestly it's not an easy task to forget those things
But i had tried my best not to think about it
Trying to occupy my time with all sorts of homework
BC Presentation,The Hunger Games ( another apologize for Joey =P )
History of Chinese Education,all kind of pekas
And also write blog to release my tension hehe
For sure sleep is the best medicine!!
Best thing ever in the world!!X)

It's raining cats and dogs now
Shivering..due to the air cond xPPPP
Looking out from my window
It's just a blank,sooo dark and without anything
And it's kinda noisy,maybe it's a good chance for me to scream as loud as possible
No one can hear me!!
What a good idea!!=)
Don't know what to write,feel like i'm just crapping XP

Anyway today is ZeYing's birthday!!
Wish you have a blast and all the best in your life!!
Goodluck and Happy Birthday again!!!=)

Miserable

Woah it has been more than a week i last posted XP
Actually i do not know what to write,
Write about my feelings??school lives??
Haiz feel so down recently
My heart always did not want to obey me
I wondered why..sometimes feel so depressed,
really want to break my heart into pieces ==
In addition,there're a mountain of homework
Especially history notes,
That retarded teacher never marked also,
Don't know do for what,waste our time only zzz
And i believe that most of the PROs in our class are now busy doing the notes FOR SURE
and i think some of them have even finished it
Well,let's return to my feelings
everytime see your name,your posts,your comments on Facebook
i was like...become so...moody(don't know how to describe other than this word)
Feeling so helpless :(
Ishhh i hate everything!!!
Argh,gonna explode,i can't even figure out what type of creature which keep haunting my mind and heart
Okay I'll stop here
( Trying to calm down myself )

Ahhhhhhh!!!!Excited!!!

Hahahaha excited!!
SuJu's new MV song!!!
This morning,once i got up..
''The day of releasing of their 5jib MV!!''
Well,i went to school but i couldn't even sit and stand properly!!
I was looking forward  the MV with acticipation.
An hour ago,I got back home!!
Then i saw the MV has been spread widely on Facebook hahaha!!
I was too happy and excited and it couldn't be described by words..
Super Junior!!!
I'll be your ELF,forever and ever!!

Here is the MV!!! <3<3<3