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To do list on 21/02/2012
Moral folio
- 4 tugasan harian
- kerja amal
- rumusan,profil pelajar,senarai kandungan,penghargaan
Bm karangan
Memorize bm lisan
Chinese essay ( not going to do )
Accounts
Addmath module
Sejarah module


To do list on 22/02/2012
Moral folio
- 3 tugasan harian
- kerja amal
- rumusan,profil pelajar,senarai kandungan,penghargaan
Bm karangan
Memorize bm lisan
Chinese essay ( not going to do )
Accounts
Addmath module
Sejarah module


To do list on 23/02/2012
Moral folio
- 2 tugasan harian
- kerja amal
- rumusan,profil pelajar,senarai kandungan,penghargaan
Bm karangan
Memorize bm lisan
Chinese essay ( not going to do )
Accounts
Addmath module
Sejarah module


To do list on 24/02/2012
Moral folio
- 1 tugasan harian
- kerja amal
- rumusan,profil pelajar,senarai kandungan,penghargaan
Bm karangan
Memorize bm lisan
Chinese essay ( not going to do )
Accounts
Addmath module
Sejarah module

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG What the heck!!
When am I going to finish these homework???T^T
And recently I was not paying attention in the class
Daydreaming and chit-chatting all the time
Wonder how am I going to take my SPM at the end of the year haizzzzzzzz

秘。密

也许 没有人会懂 更不再奢望有人去懂

希望它成为 心里那唯一不被揭开的秘密 

我们都不会懂  从来不曾懂

懵懵懂懂来到各自的世界

留下抹不去的记忆

或许根本没离开过

还是不想让这一点的关系散去

断开了的弦  

还能弹出美妙的旋律吗？

至少还能发出那一点声音

就算很沉 

但没消失过 

走过了前一段  有你的陪伴

下一段 迷路了

慌了 却只能寻找生存的理由

下一段 重逢了 

这一段 继续我们的旅途

这次的下一段  还会是我们吗？

没人懂 就像我永远都不想要去懂 

这个答案 

感谢是个词

对不起是个形式 

再多的对不起  换不回那一个原谅 

心中原谅了吗？ 

再多的谢谢 换不回那一些付出

真的谢谢吗？ 

习惯了那些我曾不想习惯的习惯

莫名的改变了自己的想法

莫名的做了不曾做的事

莫名的把自己变得让人认不清

我喜欢自己习惯了的习惯

每个人心中 有那一个 永远不懂 的 秘密 

是

不想懂的秘密

hehe :)

"Hello mummy,today can come and fetch me at 1.30pm??"

"Yes can arh.."

Yeahhh I was happy because they could again fetch me back
After accounts period
I was rushing back because I was scared I might delay their time to the airport
Yes they were going Seoul for vacation=___________=
And now I think they are at KL Airport
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Sitting in the car..
Staring at road blankly..
The white line on the road was passing as if the time was flowing away fastly
Because i cannot see my parents anymore until next Sunday

Looking at the road
The scene reappeared in my mind
Yesterday I was on my way home on a bus
I was curious because I saw quite a lot of people gathered around on the road
I lifted the curtain up
And guess what I have seen??
BLOOD!!!! =.=
It was definitely an accident but not a serious one lol
Thanks god because the motor driver was wearing helmet
Only some parts of his face were hurt and bleeding
It was so damn scary
If it were a fatal one
I think I might have fainted ><

After getting down from the bus
I was relieved
And kept murmuring
Appreciating the God because I was able to reach home safely
Thanks God and hopefully everyone on Earth can always be safe and free from any road accidents :)

Hard

Trying hard to turn away my head and close my ears

But there is no way I could turn away my eyes

Trying hard not to care about it

But it is sooooo irresistable

Trying hard to escape

But it is still futile

Trying hard to convince myself

But it does not help

Trying hard to stop the crying

But it is flowing out endlessly

Trying hard to believe

But again and again hurting myself

Trying hard to distract myself from you

But my attention on you is gaining by days

Trying hard to empty my mind

But your face keep appearing

Trying hard to get your attention

But I am always transparent

Trying hard to fulfill your requirements

But it is difficult to accomplish

Trying hard to cure diseases

But the fees are usually exorbitant

Trying hard to get rid of hunger

But end up starving eventually

Trying hard to get a peaceful sleep

But insomnia is attacking every night

Trying hard to search for happiness

But life is always full of depression and anxiety

Trying hard to forget everything

But it is definitely impossible

There are endless of difficulties in lives

Life is getting harder and harder for people nowadays

Demands and wanting are increasing

And the world is getting more difficult to fulfill all our needs

Wondering how are the people surviving in future??

Hard...

Abnormality

Valentines Day is just around the corner

This is the day which all the couples in the world anticipate

This day can be full of surprises

But these all only belong to those who are coupling

For those who are single ( include me for sure XD )

We can also live the day interestingly

It seriously depends on how we think

For those who are still single

Do not worry 

You will surely meet your soulmate someday 

Must have patience =P

Went to Penang yesterday

I had had a lot of funs there with my family

Strolling around the shopping mall

Saw a lot of couples ><

And this made me think of something very disgusting

According to others' opinions

Guys who are gay are nice-looking,handsome blaaaaa 

but everyday i walk to bus station

Sometimes I see some people who have abnormal sexual preferance 

Maily consists of foreign workers

I was like irritated

Wanna find a place to vomit

Not that I want to criticize them 

But it's really disgusting enough to see

Their attire,their walking style and so on

Sometimes there are lots of people sharing such things on Facebook

And they are deeply in love with each other

We couldn't do anything

Not that I'm against gays

I just couldn't stand being in such atmosphere

Hopefully I won't meet such people again  ><||

Or else I am afraid that I will lose appetite for the entire day zzzzzzzzzz

Lolzzzzzz XD

What The F***

LOL
Sore throat until now
I have already endured for few days
I was like a huge water tank
Keep on filling myself with water
But still it couldn't help
Yes today when I woke up
I was relieved when I felt no more pain in my throat
Then I took a lot of courage
Trying to speak a word
But there was no sound coming out
And I was like booooooooooo T^T
Drank lots of water since early in the morning
I couldn't resist myself from singing
Everytime when I was trying to sing a note
There was no normal voice coming out
One word ---> FRUSTATED
The feeling was like no one could ever understand me
And it was kind of down and depressed =(
Until now
I still can't talk properly
What the hell!!
How I wish I were a clock
I can turn back to the past and forward to the future
When you are staring at the clock and the time passes damn slowly
And you turn away and glance back at the clock
The needle of the clock is still there remains unchanged
The time is always crawling when you are bored
But when you need time
It is always flying
Nobody in this world could ever compete with time
The only thing I want to do now is forward the time so that I can get rid of the pain in my throat
Suddenly feel no mood to attend Dhaya's party
What a stupid me
Today I was strolling around Central Square
Passing by a lot of shops
But how dare I forgot about her birthday present
Shit,blame me for being forgetful!><

Hmmmm....

My life is so boring and miserable

It's all of a sudden

I don't know why my mind and heart reacted like this ><

What the damn shitty feeling is this zzz

I couldn't figure it out

Chose to ignore it

Or maybe I am able to get rid of it someday

Today went to arena biology tuition

The teacher taught us the structure and the function of heart

We learned that heart is to receive blood from lungs and pump blood to the body

The content of the heart is only oxygenated blood and deoxygenated blood

Nothing more ...

Can somebody tell me which chamber of heart stores these stupid feelings??

I want to clear everything inside it ><

Sometimes it doesn't feel anything

but sometimes i will feel heart pain

as if there is something squeezing or stretching my heart

Haizzzzzzz

I have only one question to ask

Can I die now??? T^T

I'm dying hiding such feeling

It isn't an easy task to pretend in front of everyone

Especially you =(

Couldn't predict when my heart will jump out from my chest

Until that day..

I am not able to survive anymore

And everything inside my heart will be revealed

And there comes a big disaster ><

== THE END ==

Hahaha this post is so emo and depressing huh??

Didn't know where my inspiration came from

Just wanna write something

Feel much more comfortable after spilling out XDDD