Pitiful =')

Haihhhh
It's a new year after all
And I will never act like a kid anymore
you thought i were you?? ==||
I can't deny that you are still act and think childishly
And I will not argue with you
You thought you have made me angry and irritated successfully
In fact you are wrong
You are not worth to become my friend
Therefore
I have no feel at all hehe XP
Whatever you want to say
whatever you want to do
I will never care
And hopefully you can get rid of your foolish thinking
If you want to continue like this
It's your problem
You thought you have won
But actually you have lost
As if you have strived hard to fight but your opponent just simply give up
This means that you have only triumphed over yourself
nothing more :D
You happy for nothing
Because of your immature mind
It's kinda pitiful =')
God bless you~
I have realized that there's no use to continue this war
AND I WILL NEVER GIVE YOU A CHANCE TO BEAT ME 
That's all XD

Lame Thingssssss

Sad laaaaa
Chinese New Year is just around the corner
I hate holidays
Especiall during such festival
Have to help family do a lot of things
It's going to be a tiring CNY ><
Not fun at all
Homework many like hell
And my mood is miserable
What the hell is going on with me???
Fine,let's forget about it ==||


And I love choir!!XDDD
I love to sing
It feels so good
For me,singing is a method of releasing tension
And it's is so damn effective
Why don't you try it ??? XP


Recently
I always get teased and laughed
Don't know why
As if I'm a clown
Especially YOU!!!!
What the hell is so funny with my face???
Stop laughing!!!!


Hahaha
Feels more comfortable after spilling out all these
I know it's boring
Please don't get mad at me if you feel it's wasting your time after you read this post XDDDD

Forgiveness

Haizzzz
What to do
I don't want to angry at you
I feel tired
really exhausted
nearly die ><
Fine I will try to be forgiving
But...
Forgiving is not forgetting,it's just letting go of hurt
I will never forget what have you done
For sake of myself,I have chosen to forgive :)
Every human has their evil side
The side which they are selfish
without bothering others' feelings
I think me too
Nobody is perfect
Sorry if i done anything wrong
Such humanity can be found everywhere
and there's nothing to be surprised
Maybe this is what we have to face in future
If we can't even endure a single thing which causes a lot of annoyance
How are we going to survive in future
So the conclusion is to ignore it
stand firmly at my own
without getting influence by others
I promise to myself
I will try to control my emotions
I will never ever lose my temper so easily
And I'm sick and tired of fighting with anyone
So let's forget everything
Forget all the sad and unhappy things
living a happier life


I have to forgive people,not because they deserve it,but I'm the one who deserve to be free of them =)

Worthless

Grrrrrrrrrr.....
Yea I am a fake person
I am a hypocrite
I am the worst person in this world
I admitted
Satisfied??? =_=
Neither you are a trustworthy person,do you??
Do things without considerating others' feelings,revealing others' secrets
No doubt these all are your real personalities
And I am clear about it
And the most important 
you don't have the right at all to criticize people
Please look into the mirror first 
That's why I am very scared to rely on anyone
Nobody are selfless
There are only selfishness,overloading throughtout the universe!!zzz!!!
It's just too risky to entrust a person
Some people act friendly in front of you
For some stupid and unconscious people
They will think that you are good
And lastly die in your hand also don't know anything,what a pity 
But I have experienced it 
It's difficult to get a true friend
Who will never decline to be your listener
Who will accept everything you say
I would rather have one true friend than having a thousand of fake friends
You,are just one of those fake friends


Please take note,don't always think that only others do bad on you,those all were what you have done to others,hope you think about it

FED UP

Fed up...
Why the shoutmix chat widget plan is currently unavailable zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I'm annoyed that I couldn't comment laaaa =_=
Shit laaa
If keep like this I gonna remove it from my blog LOL


And recently
Am I slowly transfering into pig??
These few days I always sleep from afternoon until evening for few hours
Sometimes even until night
What the hell!!! ==
It wasted lotta my time zzz
I will try to get enough sleep during night I want no more nap during afternoon zzz


Ugggggghhhhhhhh
I hate ulcer!!!
It's really torturing
Even though it's only a small opened wound at the edge of my mouth but it causes a lot of pain
And the thing I hate the most is it is getting painful n painful by days!!TT!!
Shittttttttttttttttttttttttt!!
I faced a lot of problems when I eat,drink and talk
Wondering where go all the white blood cells which engulf the pathogen
Save me please!!!!T^T


FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How long will I suffer from all these stupid things???
Someone save me please!!!

God bless me ~

Huhu~T^T

Today is the second day I went to school

Time flies..

It really does...

And I have no idea on how to slow down or mutiply the hours :(

And I was wondering

Is the end of the world going to arrive??

If the world is going to end within this year

Then should I be sad??

Or ... happy???

If it is true

Then I do not have to study anymore

I do not have to be so tired

Living in such a fake world

Full of selfish-ness

And it's torturing!!!

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Second day of school

There's already lotta homework

And I'm not really in the mood doing them

Decided..

Just leave it

Until I regain my mood

Maybe one hour later?? Two hour later??? or tomorrow ???

I have totally out of idea

My mind is all in a blank

Just want to get rid of everything from my brain

Trying to give myself a few hours to relax myself

Hopefully I'm able to finish the homework after this ><

God bless me ~

Welcome 2012 :)

Hihi..
this is the first post in 2012
Welcome 2012 :)
I hope that I can do better in everything
For me
no one in this world can be trusted
Even family..
sometimes..


And now I was thinking
Some people promise
but never keep the promise well
leaving a lot of problems behind
And I have to settle at my own
In this world
There're too many such people
I didn't know why I won't angry at others
After so long only I knew that the people had betrayed me
And the most shockingly is human can act like nothing happened after they had done something wrong
What The Heck is going on in this world !!!


Actually I'm stupid right???
Yes I am =)


Tomorrow is a new day in school in 2012
And I will do my best
I will fight for tomorrow
fight for myself
Human are not reliable
Therefore
I have to be independent
What you all want to do,or what you want to say
just do it
I will never affected by your foolish act
Let's see


So,tomorrow onwards
I will face everything at my own
I will never rely on human
Cheer for myself :)