Friday, 3 February 2012

Hmmmm....

My life is so boring and miserable
It's all of a sudden
I don't know why my mind and heart reacted like this ><
What the damn shitty feeling is this zzz
I couldn't figure it out
Chose to ignore it
Or maybe I am able to get rid of it someday
Today went to arena biology tuition
The teacher taught us the structure and the function of heart
We learned that heart is to receive blood from lungs and pump blood to the body
The content of the heart is only oxygenated blood and deoxygenated blood
Nothing more ...
Can somebody tell me which chamber of heart stores these stupid feelings??
I want to clear everything inside it ><
Sometimes it doesn't feel anything
but sometimes i will feel heart pain
as if there is something squeezing or stretching my heart
Haizzzzzzz
I have only one question to ask
Can I die now??? T^T
I'm dying hiding such feeling
It isn't an easy task to pretend in front of everyone
Especially you =(
Couldn't predict when my heart will jump out from my chest
Until that day..
I am not able to survive anymore
And everything inside my heart will be revealed
And there comes a big disaster ><
== THE END ==

Hahaha this post is so emo and depressing huh??
Didn't know where my inspiration came from
Just wanna write something
Feel much more comfortable after spilling out XDDD

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