Thursday, 20 September 2012

给“过客”的一封信

真为你感到开心
折腾了两年
结果还是返回原点
之前的一切就好像一场梦
令人难以置信
就算是一场梦
我也很感恩了
毕业后
我们就都自由了
虽然感到无奈
心里还是有那么一点点期待
无法想象往后的日子真么过
更无法想象大学和工作的生活
看到现在的你
我真的很开心
在这短短的两年里
你变了许多
也开朗了许多
这样
至少我不会感到那么愧疚
可以看得出你的成绩也进步了
恭喜你 XD
好好加油吧
今年你的生日我没有送你任何东西
不懂你还记不记得你说过的
一份礼物的意义并不是外表有多华丽
也不是价钱标的数位有几多
所以我不送
(把这些话都还给你 XD )
你每一封信
每一句鼓励的话
我都不会忘记
最后再次祝你生日快乐
永远快乐 :)

无奈

时间过得很快
转眼间预考也过了
成绩也都拿得七七八八了
接下来也就是中学生涯最大也是最后的挑战了
压力越来越大了
真希望我永远是个长不大的孩子
天空灰灰的
好像正在向我表示对我的同情
突然心情感觉很沉重
就好像天上的乌云
这几天天气阴晴不定
是不是代表着世界末日的莅临
没人知晓
最近迷失了自己
被预考成绩搞到头脑快要爆炸了
以为预考完了可以休息
哪里知道最近学校的人手中都拿着参考书到处走
千万不要有太大的期望
要不然失望会更大
只要做好自己的本分就好了
反正拼也是最后一次了
再也无法挣分数
再不满意也只能接受
今天分的最后一科 —— 物理学让我大失所望
结果朋友们在开心唱歌的当儿
我却不断在翻考卷
翻到最后还不是一样改变不了事实
早知道就去唱个痛快
算了吧
无论如何
拼了!!
朋友们你们也加油!!

Friday, 3 August 2012

Sigh

Opening my history textbook
Felt like dozing off
Lifting the book to my bed
Putting it aside
And starting to mumble about the lame facts
Eyelids turning heavier
I was slowly drifted to dreamland


After one hour
My handphone rang
Saw nothing but a strange yet weird number
Felt anxious yet anticipated
As what I expected
It was from Inti college


''Is this Eng Kheng?" asked from a soft lady voice
Didn't know why but her voice sounded warm and comforting LOL
I was totally sobered up


Enquired a lot about American Degree Transfer Programme ( ADTP )
If I am to take this pathway
I do not have to study Foundation,straight to Degree


Next Saturday is Inti college university open day
Want to go and ask for more information
The only problem is my parents' schedule
Their work are endless
It's definitely impossible for them to bring me to the college


After a few minutes
I still blurred
I wanted to know the approximate price for the entire course


Unless I obtain JPA
otherwise my parents have to spend their money
And the cost isn't cheap ><


Back to history textbook
A lot else to complete
*FAINTING*

Tuesday, 31 July 2012

Dilemma

本来打算不要再写部落格了
可是今天突然心血来潮
上个星期四查到自己入选国名服务后
我的心情就一直很不好
可是我不得不把心情调好
因为SPM才是最重要的
一天一天的过去
我也不再去多想

刚才放学回到家
我问了妈妈关于UCSI University
她说她帮我问了
3年补习费都已经有四十多千
一月就可以进去修读了
一来可以不用去国民服务
二来可以不用读政府学院
可是我还是犹豫不决
因为总以前到现在
我就不想要用他们的钱
虽然如此
我还是会考虑@@

上次很多私人大学来到学校
我问了其中一所关于政府大学
那位小姐说matrikulasi不受世界承认
可是今天又有朋友说政府大学很好
可以申请很多东西
搞到我不懂怎么做选择

不管怎样
最重要要先把成绩搞好
预考和大马文凭考试
加油!!
朋友们也一起加油XDD

Monday, 16 July 2012

回家的路上..

今天真的很惨
说老师早放也不是
迟放也不是
我知道我肯定是赶不上两点半的巴士了
还好你一直坚持要载我
对不起啊
匆匆地赶去你妈的车
还麻烦了她
载我一程
结果到了巴士站
刚好巴士也跟着弯了出来
真的想不到还来得及
除了要说声对不起
我还要说谢谢
谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢!!XD

可是上了巴士付钱的时候
司机不小心踩了一下油门
害我差一点跌下巴士
超不爽的
也许这是我赶得上巴士需付出的代价吧><

后来
在路途中的一个巴士站
有好几位在这下车
就刚好有一位残障的叔叔
看他的样子应该是脚有问题
走路一拐一拐
就因为他走得慢
司机也没等
准备就这样开车走了
有人就喊还有人没下
那没脑的司机
突然来个刹车
那也叔叔摔得四脚朝天
哇老
我在想到底他会不会驾车
谋杀咩= =

算了
算我倒霉
希望下次不要在遇到这样的司机
要不然我宝贵的生命可不保不住XDXD

Friday, 13 July 2012

What a nightmare

In a late night
A night with eerie silence
With no cars on the road
No stars in the sky

I was looking outside the window in a van
The shops were all closed
It was so dark
As if those buildings have been left for decades
Everyone in the van was quiet and somehow gave me a scary feeling

I exchanged a look with my sister
Dare not to speak a word
Hoping to reach home as soon as possible

After a few moments
We were dropped by the driver in front of a shophouse
The corridor was illuminated by dim-orange light
Goosepimples started to appeared on my skin
Adrenaline was actively secreted into my blood stream

I held my sister's hand tightly
Our palms were moist
Bewildered
Did not know what to do

All of a sudden
A green light was coming from afar
Flying at a extreme high speed
My reflex was forcing me to run

All the strength gathered at my leg muscles
Grabbing my sister's wrist
I ran along the corridor
Until we reached an opened door
It was invisible to see what's inside the door
All we could see was only darkness and black

Without second thought 
I entered the door 
I was tripped by a stair step
Collapsed on the staircase

The story after this is an unknown
It was one of the most frightening nightmares I had had during my childhood
Curiosity filled my head
Until today I was still wondering about such a weird nightmare
LOL

Monday, 2 July 2012

Lifeless recess

Today went school to relax only 
Even though teachers were entering class 
but I still felt as if we have done nothing in school
During recess
The library was closed due to MUET examination 
I strolled around the school

Flashback
Leaving the library
Walking through the staffroom and laboratories
Passing through the carpark
That's the place where small assembly was held every morning when we're in Form 3
Passing through the art classes
Arriving at the Form 2 blocks
Those classrooms..
Our laughters and noises are still clearly ringing in my ears
Taking a glance at the 'pondok' in front of 2A5
Recalling the memories we decorated it
And how we had built Madam Tan's anger LOL
Continuing my journey to the cafeteria and greet joey them
Reaching Form 1 block
It is such an old building
From such an ancient old buiding
We are transferred to Form 5 classrooms
Halting my step upon reaching the corridor outside the dorm
This was the place we trained our marching during St John activities
But some kind of building constructions had already completely covered the ground
I continued my pace towards the bastketball court
Since it is recess,there are no people left
I think time's out
Changing my direction returning to the classroom
End of flashback

What a lifeless day haha XD