世界变了

最近的巴黎事件搞得人心惶惶
一想到那些家破人亡的人们真是可怜
其实我心里最讨厌人类了
为什么人们不能够过自己的日子
却要来打搅别人平静的生活
为什么为什么为什么！
我只想做个简单的人
不想有任何心机
可是事情往往不是那么的如意
你对别人好人家未必对你好
经过背包在伦敦被偷事件后
我再也不想做个简单的人了
是我太蠢 把人类想得太善良了
有一个朋友时常告诉我
叫我头脑不要那么简单
要不然吃亏的是自己
现在的我也这么想了
防人之心不可无
人类丑恶的一面真的好可怕

现在的我一直告诉自己一定要坚持住
这将会是我一个很好的人生教训还有经验
我会好好珍惜它
还有就是那些在我遇到困难时不断伸出援手的朋友们
是你们让我可以那么正面地克服这次的难关
谢谢你们！

What I really want :)

I remember it was a Tuesday morning, 8.17 a.m.

I grabbed my phone on the table near me and my eyes were half opened.

What I expected turned out to be unexpected.

Scrolling through my emails, I saw an email from University of California, Santa Barbara(UCSB)

I received a conditional offer from UCSB!

I refrained myself from screaming because my roommate was still sleeping so peacefully.

Feeling shocked and surprised, I screamed in my heart because my hard work was finally paid off.

From that day onward, I decided to pursue my degree of Actuarial Science in the U.S.

On the other hand, I have got conditional offers from University College London (UCL), and University of Manchester as well.

LSE rejected me and I was quite down because it seemed to be hopeless for me to go to the U.K.

U.K has always been the place I wanted to go because I really want to experience the culture and the lifestyles there and to travel around EU countries.

Friends around me kept on telling I can enjoy the "university life" there because it's California and my school was a famous party school, UCSB a.k.a University of Casual Sex and Beer.

I was terrified at that moment and one friend pat my shoulders and told me that all the universities are the same.

However, my heart seemed to oppose my decision. 

I wasn't really happy of heading to the U.S.

To be honest, I always tried to google something good about UCL to convince myself that UCL is actually better than UCSB so that I can really have excuse to go to the U.K instead of the U.S but I failed to do so.

In terms of credits and qualifications, UCSB is better.

Until last week, I decided to go to the U.K because that has been my dream from the very beginning.

Deep from my heart, I could always hear a voice calling me not to go to the U.S.

I am going to the University of Manchester, which is a better school compared to UCSB in terms of credits and exemptions, duration of study and costs.

After all, I realised that there are a lot of challenges, distractions and dilemmas in the journey of chasing dreams.

Sometimes we should really find a quiet place and think. Ask yourself what do you really want and be brave enough to go and pursue it.

大家都长大了 :)

时间过得真快

没想到多3个月就要出国了

在这两年的college life里

确实学到了也看清了许多东西

这两年过得还算是无忧无虑

除了读书整天吃喝玩乐

也认识了来自大马各个角落的朋友

一种米吃出百种人

在这两年里有着许多过客

有的一开始就来了，不久就离开了

有的一开始来了，始终都没离开过

有些迟来的离开了

也有些迟来的，目前还在

总觉得人就是这样

一开始的时候不懂得珍惜

到了要分开之时才来哭哭啼啼（当然包括我自己）

虽说如此可是彼此之间的友谊将永远牢固

我也理解到一段真挚的友情不只是欢乐和笑声

其中也必定有着许多争执和不愉快

但是人与人之间就是这样

在一起生活有所不满也在所难免

最重要是要懂得去包容还有接受彼此之间的缺点

离开大家的生活也已经过了两个星期

大家都在计划着一起去旅游

虽说一起去游玩是很享受很值得期待

但是整个行程的规划一点都不简单

其中也有一些意见分歧闹得不愉快

我不懂在未来的时日会发生什么事

我会去珍惜现在的每一刻

不要到时候又来后悔

现在看着周围的朋友，又看回去当初的自己和朋友们

觉得我们又长大了那么一点

E.M.O

不知道为什么突然看回以前的post

觉得以前的自己好幼稚

有一些开心的回忆

也有伤心的

甚至还有一些我忘了是什么事情

总觉得现在的我都只会写一些感慨的post

真想念从前和朋友们一起的时刻

可是人生就是由那么多的起起落落、悲欢离合

总不可能一辈子和朋友呆在一起吧

什么都不要想！

多一个星期又要开学了

又要回到每天烦三餐的日子

最近整个人都开朗了

暂时都把一切烦恼放下

轻松的日子过久了

很不想回去上课

如果我可以都每天懒洋洋的躺着

不愁吃喝

那该有多好

可是现实毕竟还是现实

那样的生活只在梦中出现

要赶快整理心情准备返回KL咯！

X-Men Days Of Future Past

After 2 weeks of the release of X-Men Day Of The Future Past ( DOFP )
I finally managed to watch it yay!
The kind of satisfaction that others wont know!! XDXD
Seriously I am so into genes mutation
I love all those mutants from X-Men because of their special power
( I wish I were one of them >< )
My favourite mutants are Mystique ( Raven Darkholme ) and Professor X ( Charles Xavier )

Mystique which is played by Jennifer Lawrence!!!
She can turn into anyone she wishes and it is so cool ><


Charles Xavier a.k.a Professor X
He could read human's mind and no one can ever escape from his mind reading power.

Erik Magnus Lensherr a.k.a Magneto

He is able to control all the metals surroundings. ( Magnetism manipulation )

X-Men DOFP is all about going back to the past to change the history.

There was one bitchy guy,namely Bolivar Trask who created Sentinels ( robots to kill mutants ).Trask experimented on mutants for their DNA to create these Sentinels whose sole purpose is to track and kill mutants. Among those he experimented on and killed were Azazel, Angel, Emma Frost, Banshee, and Riptide, although Mystique was able to save Havok, Toad, and Ink from this fate. Mystique sought revenge on Trask for killing her comrades. However, this would lead to an apocalyptic future; When Mystique shoots Trask in the head, this triggers the awakening of the sentinels, because of Trask being killed by a mutant and because of Mystique being experimented on for her DNA to complete the sentinels. The sentinels would then bring about an apocalyptic future. For this reason Wolverine was sent back in time to prevent Trask's death.

These are some favourite mutants of mine I would like to introduce!

Emma Frost a.k.a The White Queen has the ability of telepathy. She can control minds and alter memories. When she turns into diamond form, she has an amazingly high level of physical strength and almost-limitless stamina.

Bobby Drake a.k.a Iceman. I like his power which is known as cryokineses. He possesses this kind of ability to generate ice and snow from his body as well as manipulate it. He used this ability to freeze various things. One word ----- WOW! XD

Ororo Munroe a.k.a Storm is a powerful mutant who has the power of atmokinesis. She is able to control the weather and all of its forms with ease. She can easily control meteorological tempests, such as lightning, thunderstorms, hurricanes, blizzards, tornadoes and even mist. With the power of wind, Storm is even able to fly by making the wind lift her up in the air.

Peter Maximoff a.k.a Quicksilver. He has a super speed. I remember there was a scene that he stopped all the bullets shot by the cops when he was trying to save Magneto from the prison below the Pentagon. There was also another scene where he placed his extremely high speed and frequency hands on the glass which trapped Magneto. As a result of resonance, all the glass broke into pieces and Magneto finally escaped!

Logan a.k.a The Wolverine. His signature power is of course his claws. The other ability that amazed me is his regenerative healing factors in his body. He can completely heal a various wounds within seconds and slow down his aging process. He was the one sent back to the past due to his semi-immortality and only him had the physical strength to do so.

The mutants above are my favourite ones and there are a lot more which are awesome as well! Most of them died terribly in the future because Sentinels could adapt to all their powers and killed them in the end. In the past where the Wolverine was sent back to, Magneto wanted to control everything by trying to kill the humans including president Nixon but fortunately Mystique appeared to stop this murder.

After saving the president from being killed by Magneto, Mystique tried to kill Trask, but Charles Xavier convinced her not to, in order to prevent the bad future. In the end, Mystique which is a mutant saved the president, therefore the sentinel program was shut down, and Trask was later arrested for selling military secrets. Finally the history were successfully changed and the horrifying future is no longer existed.

久违的一个post XD

松懈的日子过久了真的很惨
全都怪AS考试时间表
把Physics Paper 1 排在其他科目的3个星期后
现在还要特地回来
为的全都是这张paper
读书的心情全没了
还有两天就要考这最后一张了
这个学期真的过的再也平凡不过了
再也没有到处玩
发生了一些事情
所以沉淀了很多
还有最讨人厌的考试
希望这几天快点过去
我又可以回家享受生活了
也不用每天为三餐而烦
看开点
又要开始另一个3个星期假期耶！