God bless me ~

Huhu~T^T

Today is the second day I went to school

Time flies..

It really does...

And I have no idea on how to slow down or mutiply the hours :(

And I was wondering

Is the end of the world going to arrive??

If the world is going to end within this year

Then should I be sad??

Or ... happy???

If it is true

Then I do not have to study anymore

I do not have to be so tired

Living in such a fake world

Full of selfish-ness

And it's torturing!!!

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Second day of school

There's already lotta homework

And I'm not really in the mood doing them

Decided..

Just leave it

Until I regain my mood

Maybe one hour later?? Two hour later??? or tomorrow ???

I have totally out of idea

My mind is all in a blank

Just want to get rid of everything from my brain

Trying to give myself a few hours to relax myself

Hopefully I'm able to finish the homework after this ><

God bless me ~

Welcome 2012 :)

Hihi..
this is the first post in 2012
Welcome 2012 :)
I hope that I can do better in everything
For me
no one in this world can be trusted
Even family..
sometimes..


And now I was thinking
Some people promise
but never keep the promise well
leaving a lot of problems behind
And I have to settle at my own
In this world
There're too many such people
I didn't know why I won't angry at others
After so long only I knew that the people had betrayed me
And the most shockingly is human can act like nothing happened after they had done something wrong
What The Heck is going on in this world !!!


Actually I'm stupid right???
Yes I am =)


Tomorrow is a new day in school in 2012
And I will do my best
I will fight for tomorrow
fight for myself
Human are not reliable
Therefore
I have to be independent
What you all want to do,or what you want to say
just do it
I will never affected by your foolish act
Let's see


So,tomorrow onwards
I will face everything at my own
I will never rely on human
Cheer for myself :)

Random lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Long time never update my blog
School is going to reopen
During the last few days before the holiday
I was very upset and demanded for more school days desperately
But now...
One week more
The holiday is coming to an end =(
And I do not want to attend school
If I'm not going to study in F5 classroom
maybe I won't feel like this
It's no longer the honeymoon year for us to play and enjoy
All of us have to start fighting for our SPM
And maybe this is the reason I hate school TT
Honestly I am afraid of SPM and my life after that
No family,no friends,no more happy life like now...


On the other hand,
Every year we will travel to the same place
I think it is because of my parents' company annual dinner is held there every year =P
It's Genting Highlands LOL ><
Kinda sad that my parents couldn't bring us to overseas due to their work
So I am satisfied enough even though we had just went to Genting Highlands
We went to KL on the first day
Shopped around the KLCC and The Pavilion
And the second day we went to Genting Highlands
The weather is sooooooo cool and comfortable
We have bought tickets for all park
but since the weather's terrible
we're not allowed to play flying coaster and roller coaster outdoor lolzzzzzzzzz
By the way...
We had watched a cute and funny movie at the cinema
Alvin and The Chipmunks 3 XDDDD
The chipmunks and the chipettes are so adorable
I couldn't stand their cuteness and burst out laughing like hell hahax =P
Usually we will eat Pizza whenever we go to Genting Highlands
And this time it's still the same XP
And every meal here's really expensive
The cheapest meal we have eaten here is RM 48.20 ==
It's so fun celebrating Christmas at Genting Highlands


Tomorrow I am going to watch movie with friends
Anticipating tomorrow's outing
See you friends =)

TT!!!!!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
God save me please!!
I want to learn vibrato so badly T^T
I have tried thousands and thousands of methods but still the same
It's still awful to listen laaaaa
Honestly
I need a singing coach to teach me =(
I want a singing coach to teach me ><
I want to learn more...
I want to sing more nicely...
I want to sing VIBRATO !!! =="
There are too a lot of singers could sing stable vibrato
And I am kinda envy them LOL
Haiz..
Didn't feel want to give up
But who can help me??? =(
Searching internet for million times
But all different opinions and methods
Which one is the real technique??? ><
It's going to drive me crazy!!
I always imagine that I can have my own vibrato at the end of notes
How good if I can have it =_=
However..
I won't give up so easily
Many people took few years to discover it
Why can't I??
Anyhow I will never give up learning vibrato
Never!!!
**Fainting @@**

Time flies ...

Long time never update my blog 
I thought i have already outdated
afterwards only i realized that everyone didn't update blog also =P
By the way
Time flies..
It has already reached the middle of December
Which means there's still half month left before the school is going to reopen
Really so fast huh
Firstly thought that the holiday is deadly boring
But now...
I have insufficient time to improve my weak subjects and brush up my languange subjects T^T
Haihhhh...
What can I do to double up the hours per day??
It's definitely impossible =_=
Some more there are still tonnes of homework left
Essays , I am totally out of ideas
And I think I am not going to waste my time to think ideas for essays


LOLLLL
I felt that I have succeeded
I have fulfilled my promise towards myself
Indeed I have already reduced my online hours
Perhaps it's not too late yet??
Recalling the days before
I wasted my precious time to online
How stupid am I!! ><
Luckily I had discovered the disadvantages of online-ing and succesfully got rid of my addiction towards my computer
Thanks god!!!XDDD

Which one is real? Which one is fake?

Errrrr...
To be honest
I couldn't understand something
The knowledges and syllabus nowadays we learn
it is come from western countries or...muslim countries??
Why in chapter 6 we learned that the muslims had taken and made some improvements on greece's and rome's work but after that in chapter 9 I have read that there's a paragraph saying that Western countries obtained the knowledges from Muslim countries to help to develop their countries??
Which one is true??LOL 



Huhu~
It has been 2 days ago since I last updated my blog
Arghhhhhhhh....
I let my laziness triumphed over me again TT
I played like there's no tomorrow within these 2 days ><
LOLLLLLLL
How am I going to finish the endless homework??
When only I can finish it??T^T
I am dying la
Tonnes of homework
Such a boring holiday
How I wish I can hibernate for one month =(
Then I won't be facing the boredom
Haizzz
Byeeeeeeeeee ='(



P/S :Sorry if there's any grammatical mistakes or wrongly use of vocabularies 

LOL

T^T
My hand is suffering
Due to the endless homework =((((((
To be honest
I have used up eight blue pens on the notes
Haizzzzzzzzzz
Such a torturing holiday
How I wish I can end up my life by drinking the ink
At least it's better than use them on the stupid notes!!><
There are still 2 chapters left but it's damn a lot TT
Correction tape,pens,ruler,highlighter,papers and spectacles...
Every morning the first thing I would do is collect these things
Ready for the notes
And the last thing I do before I sleep is tidy up these things
and keep the notes
How terrifying my holiday is!!T_T
Laziness.......
Haizzzzzzzzzzz
I scared that someday I will not able to fight against the laziness in myself
Every time when I feel leaving the notes and going to play or online or whatever,
I will tell myself that
I MUSTN'T BE LAZY!!
TT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I couldn't laaaa
I want to escape!!!!!


LOLLLLLLLL
Feel better after spilling out everything here
Thanks god!! XDDDD